twentyfive.

jussaayiin asked: LOL i don't remmbr all those payments! i've been saving that post as a draft since senior year started and adding to it every time i paid for something haha. i decided to publish it, now that senior year is over haha.

so smart D:

dang i should’ve done that ;[

so are we friends now or are you still mad.

i dont even know anymore.

Kind of scared to graduate.

I don’t know what to expect in the future. I want to be a kid forever.

i lost it

A big contribution to our memories are lost with the death of my computer. All of our conversations, pictures, and memories. All lost. I won’t be able to look back and read our funniest moments, or even look at the pictures where we were once happy.

Instead, I can imagine it. Remember it. And hope that we still have the ability to create a stronger friendship with each other.

starting to enjoy dubstep.

prom-blems

nickosingapore:

msilaitnetsixe:

so if anyone would be willing to lend me a dress on june 9th, that’d be really great. i’m already spending so much money on woodbridge’s prom that if i could cut some corners for arcadia’s, it’d take a load off ;P size 2 or 4 ? someone come to my rescue D:

HELP OUT JZHAOOO

she can borrow my prom dress ;]

Current self.

I’m not worried of you yelling at me.

I’m scared of losing you for not knowing how to react.

My world has been crumbling and now I lost you as a friend. I don’t know how to reach out to you because of our limited connections. If I did something wrong just talk to me.

I don’t know what’s happening anymore. In my love life, education, family or my own mind.

I just want to let it all out. I just want to say whatever is on my mind. I want to tell the guy I miss that he’s an asshole for ignoring my existence for awhile and my best friend that she needs to forgive whatever I did.

I want to have fun with friends. I wish we could all friends again so that we wouldn’t have to worry about what’s happening.

But what can I do. What can I really do in this state of mind.

Nothing because I don’t even know what’s going on anymore.

So I’ll just say sorry for whatever I did. While in reality, I pretend to be stable.

I tried.